15:39

If we could take some time and cut out all the lies, I'd find a heart more stable. We're never involved at the same time, one day I wake up and want more of you than you decide to give and the next day you want more attention from me than you'd ever admit. You see it and I just feel it,  but it's not like I don't feel everything anyways. I feel your fingertips tracing along my hands, you're so close to holding on but you'd rather just pull away. It's easier.

I've waited 4 months to have you again and in the moment I pretend it's not you laying next to me. I'll put you off for the day when you want me, that's when I can get the best of you, when you make it a point to take your time on me. I wait for the days when you say my name while smiling, and it makes me forget what I really deserve. You don't want to be everyone, but you don't want to be someone.

I was the one you always dreamed of, you were the one I tried to draw. How do you say it's nothing to me? Baby, you're the only lie I ever saw. 

I spend at least 4 hours of my day in a car and sometimes I forget I'm not the only person in the world, I forget to stop at red lights because my world doesn't just stop during a change.  

I'll be the stoplight and you'll the person in the car, I'll be the stoplight to show you that you are such a small piece of this world and change can stop you.

If you ignore the change it can wreck you, I'm so obvious and you're oblivious to me. I know  change is a scary thing but tell me, have you ever been scared at stopping at red lights?

Because I have.